Musing the third
Hello again This post must begin with an apology as I remember stating on the last post here that there would be more regular...they haven't been, Sorry about that...Things have changed...or are in the process of changing...actually, the truth is I have no idea what to do. I started the PhD about two weeks ago, I have been stressed and depressed since. Went to a gp who could offer very little help other than remembering to breathe when things feel bad...think I've been managing to do that without much help, breathing...its almost automatic...I know she was trying to help but it wasn't. Just made to feel like I was wasting her time. So the main issues I have with regards to the PhD is that my parents are funding it after I failed to get funding from other sources. When I found out that I'd been unsuccessful with the funding claim I was disappointed naturally, but my parents promised to help anyway after all, I wanted to do the PhD and I'm their only child...that...